I dont wanna give up :(
Friday, August 5, 2011 / 9:23 AM
Baby, I guess u wont come this blog to see le. Things have been turning from bad to worse. You ever said you will cherish me more. Did you? :(Okay some days i tell u im lazy to go and fetch u from work. Thats my bad.
But i really dont see whats wrong with me not going into sentosa to play desparado with you. Im really just not interested to play that then u want quarrel with me over this. For this i'm really disappointed. I also need my own free time ma. Its not like i always neglect you. I will definitely find time for my darling de ah. Its just sometimes that im free to play chess with my friends. Cant you understand? There was a period of time u understood and told me its okay.
I thought my baby has grown up and understood but now u are being back to the same.
I still love you the same but dont you think u are starting to make things hard for me?
I never want to give up this relationship unless u giving me no choice.
Although i know u prob wont read this but if u read this, please think about it ba. Is everything we have build so far worth it? Just because i dont want to fetch u from ur workplace.
I've really been trying to give in to my best le but i really dont know how to continue doing so le. U reflect it yourself ba. Think if i've been good enough for you ba. If you still think I'm wrong then so be it ba. Love u all the same <3
Hope your love for me can make you see things clearer ba, not just how nice other friends de bf are to them. Think about it ba.
<3 Ai Ni de XinXin
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